My American Life

I didn't stay on schedule today,I woke up at 5:30am too early. pssft

I didn't call her even though my fingers wanted to

I didn't leave the apartment at all yesterday,got a lot done on the computer.

I didn't answer the phone when my mother called,yet again.

I didn't invest in Tampax tampons years ago,I should have I'd be rich

I didn't move to Milwaukee or Raleigh,but was offered an apartment in NYC .

I didn't sell everything I own,I gave some of it away.

I didn't say goodbye to all my hopes and dreams,I just said hello to a different way of looking at them.

I didn't leave for the summer or the winter but I attempted to pack for both.

I didn't accept her excuses for being an ass.

I didn't go to the grand canyon,but I made a to do list for an Olivia cruise on my deaktop where it's saved today.

I didn't want to go to dinner with her although I did and didn't.

I didn't stay mad at my BFF when she rattled off evey birth defect my child could have because the environment is polutted.

I didn't organize the stack of family photos I've collected which still sit in a brown paper bag
from FedExKinkos.

I didn't apologize when I should have.

I didn't jump out a window,but I did forgive you except for the few times later when I didn't.

I didn't go to a club saturday night,but I sat in the Village at a coffee house and made this list.

I didn't move back to the Georgia mountains to spend hours listening to my heart beat and be alone with myself.

I didn't call a woman who gave me her phone number even though I said I would. I can't find it.

I didn't clean the clean bathroom or clean kitchen although my OCD says I should.

I didn't try to get peoples numbers back when I switched cel phones and lost them.

I didn't answer truthfully when he asked if I was taking it easy.

I didn't reply to her text when she tried to make nice.

I didn't get anything accomplished today dammit!